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"There's a price to pay. I always knew a girl like you couldn't afford it."
29 June 2008 @ 01:49 pm
Sometimes god has a funny way of tricking you. I'm not pregnant. And honestly as much as I'd love to be a mom not for a few years. Matt's gone which leads me into moving back into the dorms. With no baby and no boy in my life I can re start. I'm going to head out and make new friends and try and be happy again.
[do to matt manning leaving riley's storyline was way out of wack. So I talked with the mod's a decided to make her pregnancy a false positive. i am however looking for new storylines so hit me up rileygoneewild.]
[do to matt manning leaving riley's storyline was way out of wack. So I talked with the mod's a decided to make her pregnancy a false positive. i am however looking for new storylines so hit me up rileygoneewild.]
21 June 2008 @ 06:43 pm
21 June 2008 @ 04:45 pm
So, I was living with Matt. But with the baby coming and him having a new someone and me trying to figure out my life I moved out. I didn't leave a note or anything just a quick little IM to let him know. Where not the same since all this happened. I really liked him, and I would have never been given a chance. I had a couple options move back to the dorms, or get my own place. So today I went out and found a apartment right by campus. I know they stress that staying close is good for treatment thats why I'm literally across the streets from the dorms. It's a cute little place. Enough for me and the baby, and maybe even a roomate somewhere down the line. I also made a cute little addition to my family.
this is alvin,
He was so inspired by Paul. Who by the way is one of the coolest kids I've ever met. On another note, I have no clue what I am going to do. I want someone in my life who can care about me and love me.. but I'm pregnant who really wants a pregant chick to love. One plus you can't get her knocked up? Sorry not so funny of a joke. I dont know what else to say. Maybe IM me we can talk. Rileygoneewild!
20 June 2008 @ 05:19 pm
horny18 June 2008 @ 05:18 pm
11 June 2008 @ 06:41 pm
This is the one post I've been trying to avoid. Because I'm to emotional for all this shit. The best words are from juno.
Leah: Yo yo yoiggady yo.
Juno: I'm pregnant.
Leah: What? Honest to blog?
Juno: Yeah. It's Bleeker's.
Leah: It's probably just a food baby. Did you have a big lunch?
Juno: This is not a food baby all right? I've taken like three pregnancy tests, and I'm forshizz up the spout.
Leah: How did you even generate enough pee for three pregnancy tests?
Except I'm not Juno. You see she was pregnant and semi happy, And she was in love. I'm prego and in love but a completly fucked up way. And to make things better my babies daddy is well not really keen about us being anything more then friends. I mena I don't blame him I'm gonna be fat soon. And thats gonna kill me. And then I had to tell my best friend it wasn't his cause we fucked and did wrap. And if my life could get any shittier right now it probably would. Cause thats my life.
So my mom called today and halfway through our call I told her I was pregnant. Well lets just say she's coming friday to pull me from Niauh and I have no clue if I should go or stay. Other then the fact I've drank done drugs and gotten knocked up since I've been here I dont see how much has changed then from at home, I mean I'm have some great friends here but my mother is going to kill me.
I wish I was Juno. I wish I had a Pauly Bleeker in my life. I wish I wasn't so scared. I wish I could just eat a pound of ice cream. And I wish I could be happy.
It's not that hard?
Leah: What? Honest to blog?
Juno: Yeah. It's Bleeker's.
Leah: It's probably just a food baby. Did you have a big lunch?
Juno: This is not a food baby all right? I've taken like three pregnancy tests, and I'm forshizz up the spout.
Leah: How did you even generate enough pee for three pregnancy tests?
Except I'm not Juno. You see she was pregnant and semi happy, And she was in love. I'm prego and in love but a completly fucked up way. And to make things better my babies daddy is well not really keen about us being anything more then friends. I mena I don't blame him I'm gonna be fat soon. And thats gonna kill me. And then I had to tell my best friend it wasn't his cause we fucked and did wrap. And if my life could get any shittier right now it probably would. Cause thats my life.
So my mom called today and halfway through our call I told her I was pregnant. Well lets just say she's coming friday to pull me from Niauh and I have no clue if I should go or stay. Other then the fact I've drank done drugs and gotten knocked up since I've been here I dont see how much has changed then from at home, I mean I'm have some great friends here but my mother is going to kill me.
I wish I was Juno. I wish I had a Pauly Bleeker in my life. I wish I wasn't so scared. I wish I could just eat a pound of ice cream. And I wish I could be happy.
It's not that hard?
08 June 2008 @ 08:50 pm
05 June 2008 @ 09:27 pm
I've really fucked up.
&& I need a doctor or something.
or just someone to calm me down.
&& I need a doctor or something.
or just someone to calm me down.
21 May 2008 @ 08:07 pm
locked friends only.